Smoking

So I have decided that after my last final tomorrow, I am going to try for the hundreth time to stop smoking. It is so hard! I have tried several times to quit cold turkey, but obviously it didn't work. I think I need to try a different way, but what way will that be???

Pissed

Ok, at this moment, my fiance' is about to get my foot in his ass. I am trying to focus on finishing my last little bit of homework, but he has this STUPID army cadences shit playing. I can't think!!!! Why is it that you men think that when you do something to piss your woman off, a simple I love you will make her just jump into your arms and say "Oh baby, it's ok." Doesn't work that way boys! Seriously, it's gonna be a long night!

Coach Purse

I am stupid and paid $160 for a damn purse. What was I thinking? I always use to make fun of women who would spend so much on something so little. I have became one of them. I tried putting it on ebay and craigslist, but no luck. I have some definite buyers remorse.

Food!

I just realized that it is just after 4pm and I have not had anything to eat today. I hate that feeling that you get right after the hunger pains. If I wait too long to eat, I go from starving to totally sick to my stomach within minutes. Why is that?

Do I want more kids?

A question that has presented itself to me many times since I got engaged has been whether or not I want to have more kids. A big part of me says yes. I have a brother and two sisters. I love having a big family. Right now, I have two kids and my fiance' has one. I would like to have two more, but good Lord...that would make five kids! Do I really have the patience to take on two more kids? Don't get me wrong, I love babies, but having them is so exhausting. I think I could pull off having one more without losing too much of the hair I have left, but I don't know about two. I guess we will just have to see.

North Point

If you have not been to North Point Church, you are seriously missing out! It is by far the best church I have ever been to. I have been spiritually fed more there in 9 months than I have in the 25 years I have been in church. If you have not been there, I recommend that you give it a try.

Honeymoon

I have a dilema. My fiance' and I do not know where to go on our honeymoon. He wants to go to a beach, where I want to go to a theme park. Of course we could go to Florida where the disney park is, but do I really want to be surrounded by thousands of screaming kids for days? Not really! What to do????