Coffee

I love coffee! I find myself sadly enough reliant on that amazing bean juice. It is what gets me through a ten hour shift at work then two-three hours of homework after I get off. My grandpa always had a cup of plain, black coffee. I tried so many times to drink it, but he told me that it would turn me black if I drank it. Well, twenty years later, I have two-three cups a day and I am still white. I guess you can say I'm a bean juice addict.

Losing a Friend

My most cherished friend in the world is getting married next week. I am so happy that she has found that special someone to spend the rest of her life with, but on the other hand, it makes me sad. I feel like I am losing my friend. All of the good times we have had over the last couple years are merely good memories now. It will never be the same again. What do you do when this happens? Do you find another hobby to fill that void? Sit and ponder the good times? Consume numerous cartons of ice cream while watching out favorite movie? I am being completely over-dramatic about this. It's just hard to know where to go without your best friend at your side whenever you need them. I just feel lost.

Kindergarten

My son will start kindergarten this fall. Has anyone noticed how mean little kids are these days? He goes to preschool at a private school here in town. I never thought I would have to be that mom that has to step in and show these little bullies who's boss. I guess you could say that I am an overprotective mom. You don't mess with my kids! I picked my son up from school one day, got him all buckled up in his seat and drove off. I looked back to ask him a question, and he had this heart wrenching look on his face. When I asked him what was wrong, he just broke down and started crying. I finally got it out of him that there is a little bully in his class that was mean to him that day. I instantly felt my blood pressure sky rocket. I immediately called his teacher to see what had happened. She was not aware that anything had happened. I know this was a minor case of a class bully, but it makes you wonder how bad things get for some kids without anyone knowing.

Chihuahua's

I have recently discovered how hard it is to have a dog. It is seriously like having another child. I rescued a chihuahua from a guy I work with. Big mistake! I do not understand how this tiny little creature can piss so much. I only had her a week before my house smelled like a porter potty. Gross! I have read the books, watched the infomercials and looked up on utube how to potty train this particular dog. I have come to the conclusion that it is impossible!

Writting

I absolutely love writting little stories. I have always had a crazy imagination. When I was little, my younger sister would beg me to tell her stories before she went to bed. I sometimes wonder how I come up with some of this stuff. Where does it come from? I can sit down to write a story, not thinking about anything in paticular, and by the end I sit back, somewhat confused because I have no idea how I thought up what I wrote. I guess I just kinda drift off into my own little world, then by the end of the story, I snap back into reality. Writting is something that I use to relax. It seriously works every time. You should try it!

Mcdonalds

I loathe the idea of fast food, yet I continue to buy into it. My life is so crazy that all I have time for is a nasty ass burger from Mcdonald's. I even watched the movie that was made about Mcdonald's, yet I still go there. If only life could slow down so that I could cook an actual meal at least once a day. That would be amazing!

Getting Married

I am getting married to the most amazing man ever! It has been a long, hard road finding that special someone who I know without a doubt that I want to be with forever. After my divorce, the thought of a serious relationship scared me to death. With time my wounds have healed for the most part, and I'm ready to move on with my life. God is so amazing how He works in our lifes. We may not always understand why He puts bumps in the road that make us cry for hours on end, but I know now that His plan always works out in the end. I thank Him for what I have and for what my future holds.